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âNormalâ test results are not the relief people think they are. When you wake up in pain and continue to be in pain for hours every day and your tests come back normal you donât stop being in pain.
#chronic pain#I guess#cripplepunk#crip punk#<â correct me if thatâs overstepping#what do I tag this with#I obviously didnât get a diagnosis#personal but Iâm also really scared of needles#and having to go through the fear and pain and crying and screaming#for nothing#doesnât feel good#people tell me itâs not ânothing#but I know exactly what I did before the tests#which is nothing!!#and I didnât have to go through that pain for that!!!#also Ă„ few months ago I genuinely thought it was completely normal#later I realised that spending hours each morning warming up my hands to feel usable might be more pain and stiffness than other people#experienced#I genuinely didnât expect all of my friends to say they didnât feel ANY pain at all#and now Iâm just hyper aware of how not normal this is#and Iâm still in pain#and now Iâm not gonna get any help other than a âtry heat therapy from the doctor#which is what I was already doing#like no im not crying cause Iâm not sick#it would be great if I wasnât sick#but clearly somethingâs wrong
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encounter (1/?)
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cont. of unfamiliar side
#sorry for just posting One page im really tired and i have many college work but i wanted this out of my system#i have a few more pages drafted but theyre nowhere near postable quality#little on the sketchy side but im a Slow Drawer so this is the best i can do for a comic type thing đ«Ą#twitter friend said sonic about to be on some freak shit again and they would be correct#might be wholesome?? i dont have a complete direction of where im going with this just a vague plan#very experimental but im going to do my best to keep them in character as much as i can#fucking around and finding out kinda project#my art#sonadow#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonic: encounter
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Birds of a Feather previous / next
#my art#feralnette au#birds of a feather#long tags#sorry I went apeshit in the tags#LETS SAY IT ALL TOGETHER NOW#I - M - A - G - OOOOOOOOO#its fun drawing marinette's back to Alya and having her appear stout and unstoppable and totally logical#and then you see her face and she's like two seconds from completely snapping and is keeping it together by a thread#as a note just because mari feels very certainly abt smth doesnt mean she's right. feelings can be valid and also irrational#in the throes of grief she decided it was better to be alone than to lose someone again so she started pulling away#and lila made pulling away very very very easy to do#shes also vaguely aware she's being unfair in pinning this on alya which is why she started spinning the drain on cockmoth again#legitimately all the shit that's happened to her wouldn't have been so catastrophic if he was never in the picture and she knows it#but the bitterness of her bestie choosing a fantastic liar over her at the worst of times stiiiiiings#alya's personal timing was bad but lila really took advantage of the fact that marinette had been acting off and weird#she basically clocked marinette as being unstable from SOMETHING and made up a lie about her#knowing she wouldn't have the strength to defend herself#between her social life going tachy bc of lila and losing fu in a way that felt like personhood death marinette was really put on the spot#and alya doing her thing of busting in there and assuming her bias is correct was a terrible combo#essentially marinette is highly unstable and alya is just realizing that#busting in and giving her a lecture when she's slightly hysterical and definitely delirious from exhaustion is NOT the way#to show her she's self sabotaging#cuz thats just gonna make her double down on self sabotaging. bc marinette will not accept that she is also a CHIIIIILD
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GOOD OMENS â Chapter 5: The Ball.
#Good Omens#goodomensedit#David Tennant#dtedit#Anthony J. Crowley#usertom#usergiu#userrlaura#dailyflicks#userbbelcher#chewieblog#so far giffing GO's been a game of 'can i color correct this without turning the quality into complete sh*t?'#and i think that the answer is obvious (no)#but i will keep trying#this is a 2160p release btw. yeah i know#i did spend a ridiculous amount of time in these two gifs so they are seeing the light of day#also because i love this little nerd#my stuff#mine: i don't remember my go tag#good omens spoilers
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anyone else losing it kinda
#all of this is postcanon laios is in hakama cuz hes visiting wa . fyi#regarding the first comic idk if laios would say tht im not done yet but at least#as an also autistic person i know that if im called out on behaviors im unaware of i become more conscious of them#even if i canât correct them completely. or if i just donât want to#which is what i was trying to convey. laios doesnt want to change his personality but he also doesnt want to overwhelm toshiro#(also autistic. to me. btw)#(which is why i think laios frustrates him so much. perpetual infodump audhd vs heavy mask autism. fight go)#*frustratedâŠtheyre chill now#laishuro#laios touden#toshiro nakamoto#falin touden#maizuru#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#myart
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piper and colin greenmantle are so fucking funny because what do you mean the death of niall lynch, a living god, and the subsequent torment of his son, was orchestrated by a fucking soccer mom and her harangued husband posing as said sonâs latin teacher?
#i just canât with them#juneâs trc reread#ronan lynch#adam parrish#iâm assuming the greenmantles are meant to be a commentary on rich snobby people moving into rural areas#and disturbing the ways of life there for the locals#because theyâre greedy and want everything for themselves#and think theyâre better than said locals#iâm being 100% serious when i say people like the greenmantles are ruining rural america#and maggie was completely correct to cast them as villains in this story#the way piper talks to jesse dittley and then sh00ts him when he wonât let her in the cave confirms this for me#as does greenmantle taunting adam with the trailer parkâs address#like. go back to boston.#and theyâre from boston! wealthy new englanders.#who come to rural areas like appalachia and muck everything up for the locals for shits and giggles#and by doing that they take away what was beautiful about the place to begin with.#i hate them so much. so much.#trc
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alistair sacrifice is a wretched ending and robs me of both dead hof AND kieran for my worldstate but unfortunately narratively speaking it fucking rules
#in my experience when i see someone whos committed to a dead alistair worldstate i know their content is going to fuck hard#i definitely have wardens for whom it is the correct ending. one day iâll be strong enough#unfortunately i talk a big game about tragedy while being a complete sap. but one day
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Cuz I haven't posted anything, some messy sketches I did a while ago on the Peter Pan au
Kinda screen redraw?
#hijack#httyd#how to train your dragon#rotg#peter pan au#hiccup haddock#rotg jack frost#my art#art#I wish to continue on the idea ngl I was completely going crazy here#toothless is a silly dog here#he also went to neverland#would like to do some corrections but oh well
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"Jesus Christ," Evan muttered to himself. "Okay, who broke the lamp? Be honest, you five."
Kay Rosier-Crouch stood, eyes wide, beside her cousins Luna and Ascella and a broken lamp. Estrella and Cherie Potter-Black stood guiltily behind Kay as though the twins were attempting to hide.
"Honesty is the best policy," Lily tried when no one spoke up. "We won't be mad if you're honest."
"Oh, okay," Cherie said, looking relieved. "All the time?"
"All the time," James agreed, looking at his daughter.
"Uncle Barty taught me the word fuck because I asked him to," Ascella blurted from the corner.
Absolute, dead silence rung throughout the room. Evan knew Pandora had the most pissed off expression and really, really did not want to look.
"Aunt Andromeda is my favorite," Estrella said.
"Last year I snuck onto the Hogwarts Express to see Bianca and lied to you about it, and her dads knew."
Regulus looked like he was trying not to immediately Apparate to his brother's house in a fit of fury at Cherie's words.
"We use your Netflix account," Luna told Evan. "You should really change your password, you know."
"I don't even care who broke the lamp anymore," Pandora said. "I just need a drink."
Regulus stood up, sweeping Cherie into his arms. "Yeah, I'm going with you."
#this is completely ooc#do i care?#no#cherie is darling in french for those of you who don't know#estrella is star in spanish#it's jegulus's pet names for each other#i think ascella is a star? i believe?#could be wrong tho#edit: i was correct ascella is the third brightest star in the saggitarius constellation#just know that dora picked ascella and lily picked luna#bianca is wolfstar's oldest daughter btw!!#bianca is one of uranus's moons so i thought it would go with the black family tradition without being too obvious#the origins of kay's name is that pandora had a vision right before b+e found her#the vision was essentially just a tree with the letter kay#but yeah that's the lore#marauders#marauders era#dead gay wizards#fuck jkr#regulus black#sirius black#james potter#jegulus#evan rosier#pandora rosier#lily evans#pandalily#seer pandora#barty crouch junior#rosekiller
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Stiles: I'm sad
Derek: *licks Stiles's face until Stiles can't help but crack a tiny smile*
#somebody send me a derek please and thanks#derek hale#stiles stilinski#sterek#i really need to go to sleep but for no specific reason feel too inordinately sad to go lay in bed and feel terrible till sleep comes#rude i don't have a derek to lick my face until i feel better#ANYWAY#completely correct teen wolf quotes#eternal sterek#tcats chats#teencopandthesourwolf
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Y'all. Unalinged nonbinary people exist. Nonbinary people who don't align themselves with the side of the binary opposite they were assigned at birth exist. They are still trans. The are still affected by the same forces as binary trans people. Stop pretending that every experience is binary.
#exorsexism#monday trans ramble#like at this point it's just ok are you forgetting us because erasure is that complete and you don't realize we exist#or are you a sack of shit who just straight up doesn't think we exist and doesn't think we're really trans#also this post brought to you by the final straw of someone saying forced pregnancy and the forced detransition of that is a transmasc#specific experience and then went out of their way to include intersex transfems (correct that is a possible demographic that is affected b#by this) but then completely forgot unaligned and otherwise aligned nonbinary people exist (both perisex and intersex) and that being trans#and having a uterus doesnât make you transmasc going on t doesnât make you transmasc#include all nonbinary people now#the erasure is unacceptable
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point of view
#get this away from me. i want to prep to draw 194390 kris artworks bc i care about them so much and deltarune ch 3 is imminent.#but lord i need to stop working on this warmup#artsy lynne things#kris dreemurr#deltarune#kris deltarune#utdr#no lynne dont go back and correct it#RAAAAAAAAAHHH no i'm uploading it i need to drop my tablet pen RIGHT NOW#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#btw i just wanted to draw kris holding their sword while highlighting their eye#i gave the pose 0 thought bc i just wanted to get used to drawing kris again#also all my kris posts will have ominous/edgy/poetic titles. idk why. they unlock the mysterious je ne sais quoi in me#thanks kris for letting me attempt a 1-layer lineless artwork and not making me completely hate it!!!! WE BALL!!! WE THRIVE!!!!! WE LEARN!!
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So... uh... Im not saying that I bought a digital camera specifically for this trip today so I can take pictures of aquarium exhibits and draw spamton interacting with them..... BUUUUUTTT actually I am because thats exactly what I did. This is a teaser!!!! :-)
#No idea how long these will take but this one maybbeee(???) took an hour.#And also i took pictures of the plush in front of the fish too. those will be apart of that post.#Yes i carried the plush around in my bag. Yes everyone saw. No i was not embarassed (maybe a little but its ok Im cringe and Im free /q)#i completely forgot to change the date on my camera so it said 2022.... im just going to cover it with the correct date and â20XXâ lol#spamton#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#delatarune chapter 2#spamton fanart#buwheart
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âYouâre going to blow out your arms,â the villain observed. They watched as the hero merely grit their teeth, shoving themself through another pull-up. It looked painful, and if the sweat slicking the heroâs brow was any indication, it was.
They waited for the hero to let themself drop from the bar and accept the villain was stronger. But they didnât.
Three more pull-ups, and the villain stepped in.
âHero,â they said slowly. âYouâre about to tear the ligaments in your arms. You need to stop.â
The hero blew out a shuddering breath. Struggled for purchase, fighting gravityâand let themself drop.
The heroâs hands were bleeding, calluses torn open by the bar. The hero didnât seem bothered when their own hands shook so much that their blood began to splatter on the gym floor.
For a moment, the villain could only stare at them.
Shit.
They didnât know how to handle this. They knew the hero was dedicated. They knew the hero was strong, and perpetually trying to be stronger, but they hadnât thoughtâŠ
They hadnât thought the hero would be so willing to tear apart their own body for success.
It was supposed to be fun, the villain thought. They felt a little sick as the hero pressed their palms together to soothe the bleeding, an action that was practiced and familiar. As if they had done this before.
The hero reached for something in their bag, smearing blood on the side, and pulled out a roll of blue electrical tape. The villain didnât understand why, until the hero tore a strip off and made to wrap their hands with it.
The hero would be the death of them.
They crouched in front of the hero, plucking the electrical tape out of their hands.
âWhat are you doing with this?â
The hero blinked at the villain like they were the strange one in this situation.
âWrapping my hands?â
The villain hissed in a breath.
âWith electrical tape?â
The hero flushed slightly, looking down at their bloody hands. They looked close to tears.
âItâŠsticks to skin, really well. And it doesnât move, either, when you move your hands or wherever else, even if youâre fighting. Plus, blood doesnât make it come off, at least, not for a while.â
The villain blinked at them.â
âBlood doesnât make it come off,â the villain repeated, processing. The hero nodded, reaching for the electrical tape. The villain settled it out of reach.
âNot if you wrap it right.â
Dimly, the villain realized that meant the hero had done this enough times to have it down to a science.
âAnd you couldnât use a bandaid?â The villain asked incredulously. The hero shrugged a shoulder, then winced at the motion.
Yeah, the hero had absolutely blown out their arms.
âBandaids moveââ
The villain hushed them.
âBe quiet for a second.â
The hero, wisely, went quiet.
The villain rubbed a hand over their face, then studied the hero for a moment. They took one of the heroâs hands into their own, studying the damage.
âWhy did you do this to yourself,â the villain murmured.
âWhat do you mean, why,â the hero snapped. âItâs my job.â
âYour job is to save people,â the villain corrected. âNot destroy yourself.â
âIâm not destroying myselfââ
âYou are.â
âShut upââ
âHero.â
âI need to be better,â the hero snapped. Their voice rang out across the gym, echoing into the rafters, and they both froze. After a moment, the hero spoke again, voice soft. âI need to be better.â
They said it like they needed the villain to understand. The villain wondered who they were really saying it toâthe villain, or themself.
âBetter than who?â
âEveryone.â It was hushed, like a secret.
The villain watched them, waiting.
The hero took a shaky breath
âMy whole thing is being the best. I have always been the best. Thatâs the only reason I matter. If Iâm not strong enough, then I am nothing, so I need. to be. better.â
The hero had started crying, very quietly, like they were afraid to take up too much space.
The villain was not equipped to handle gifted kid burnout.
âThereâs more to you than just being a good athlete,â the villain said hesitantly, and the hero shook their head.
âNo. There isnât.â
âHero.â
âCan you give me back my electrical tape?â They hiccuped to contain a sob.
âNo,â the villain said firmly, and then the hero really was sobbing.
âYou donât understandââ
The villain didnât. Not really. They had never been the kind of talented that the hero was.
They wondered now if maybe that was a blessing.
âI donât,â the villain agreed. âBut I do understand that youâve saved half the city, and you give everything you have to give, and you always do your best.â
âBut I-â
âNo.â The villain stopped them. âYou are doing your best.â They tipped the heroâs chin up until they met the villainâs eyes. âAnd it is enough.â
The hero froze, eyes darting over the villainâs face. They wondered if anyone had ever said that to the hero, if whatever mentor they had was giving them anything other than orders to be stronger. Be better. Be more.
The villain had some new targets to take care of, it would seem.
For now, though, they had to take care of hero.
âWeâre going to go wrap your hands,â they said softly. âAnd then weâre going to take care of your arms, and youâre going to take a nap.â
The hero nodded, watching them like they were some kind of good, selfless person.
âAnd if I ever catch you using electrical tape again, so help me, I will put you six feet under.â
That startled a laugh out of the hero, and they let the villain guide them to their feet.
âFine.â
The villain turned to them. âOkay?â
Are you going to be alright?
The hero seemed to understand.
âOkay,â the hero agreed.
Yes.
And so, it was.
#writing#writing community#snippet#angst#heroes and villains#ficlet#writblr#hero/villain#hero whumpee#exhaustion#overworked#villain caretaker#whump#kind of#in case youâre wondering. yes you CAN do this to yourself. itâs completely possible#essentially what happens is if you do a motion (a pull-up) more than your body is capable#it gets mad. this is different from training till failure. this is to failure and then beyond#so while you started using the correct muscle groups you those muscles get tired and despite the tired you donât stop#so then your body switches to muscles it SHOULDNT BE USINF and then you fuck up your elbows (in the case of pull-ups)#and then you canât straighten your arms for a week bc the ligaments and tendons and all the little movement parts want to keep it curled in#Iâm not a doctor#Iâm just a gifted kid who was an athlete who got burnt out and destroyed her body lmao#this is possibly maybe based on true events that occurred#anyways. Iâm not a doctor but you can use electrical tape on wounds. yes it sticks. yes it stays. itâs honestly very useful.#electrical tape > bandaids#do not do anything listed here it is BAD. do not blow out your muscles it hurts. properly clean ur injuries. I beg you.#donât get injured at all#thank you to my friend who went âpull-upâ competition and then watched me create this angst#love u besties. drink water. go to sleep. summon demons. â€ïž self care
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merlin who grew up in a small village and only having one (1) friend growing up (will) and them two being thick as thieves and not making friends with anyone else so they have like no boundaries and they eventually begin to court without really knowing what theyâre doing but just knowing that theyâre super close and care for each other deeply but not being able to put a name to what they are. which in turn leads to merlin growing up thinking that like spending 24/7 together, holding hands everywhere you go, staring into each others eyes and at each others lips, cuddling at night even when itâs boiling hot, and kissing is normal in platonic friendships which leads to a LOT of misunderstandings and miscommunication when he gets to camelot.
#merlin x will#whatâs their ship name#whatever#merlin completely missing gwenâs flirting in the early seasons#thinking him and lancelot are just really good friends despite the fact that theyâve kissed multiple times#thinking him and gwaine are BEST friends after spending the night in his room#(gwaine never correcting that bc heâs used to the whole one night stand move on kinda thing. heâs a fling queen.)#never questioning what the fuck is going on with him and arthur#merlin: i love all my very good friends :]#literally all of camelot: iâm in love with you#merlin emrys#bbc merlin#mergwen#merthur#mercelot#mergwaine#multishipper#merlinâs harem#oblivious merlin đđ#arthur pendragon#sir gwaine#sir lancelot#guinevere#this is just adding on to my previous bbc merlin post LMAO#i just decided to post it separate
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#masquerain#the librarian pokémon. i hope i didn't say that last dex go-round#i would be unoriginal if that was the case#rock#no continuity between surskit and this thing though. it's completely different#bug enthusiasts in the crowd will probably correct me on this though
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